i think i wanna stop stalking "her"

I'm stalking her when i log in my fb account! i think every time i log in, i will went to her page to stalk her! im was viewing all her comment, status and photos! almost everything i knew what she's doing on fb~ i feel like i very stupid! keep asking myself why im still wanna view her profile? any benefits? haiz~ just became my habit since last year! forget her is the hardest thing that i never done! harder than everything else! sometimes i feel like moody when she was chatting with her friends which is all BOYS very closely! jealous is absolutely, but she rather to jokes with others, definitely NOT me =( quite sad sometimes! actually cannot blame her because is not her fault! im still loving her, it's TRUTH! but is a MUST for me to let it go! trying my best recently to stop thinking of her~ i think the time pass will shows everything!!!!!!!