super tired

I didn't update my blog since last week.. it was so long time i forget to write it.. it is because im staying at my cousin house for a week.. my cousin keep fetching to college and back too.. haha.. he's so kind.. this few day my cousins and i went shoping at one utama, midvally, the curve and sunway pryramid.. they all spend a lots of money to bought coming chinese new year's clothes.. and i bought 3 shirts too.. my cousin buy for me de.. hehe.. i was so tired right now because is already 3.30 am in the midnight.. haha.. okay la.. wanna sleep adi.. so updated next time ^^

a bit unhappy moment

Today my presentation was the last group to present it.. next time im not going to be the last who present anymore because is so nervous when u seeing the others ppl were presenting.. im presenting is so softly.. i should said it loudly.. i scare the lecturer will minus my marks.. not a good presentation but i already try my best on it.. after school, i go back to my grandma house.. i din eat my lunch and i straight away lying on the bed.. i sleep about 4 hour in the afternoon.. because i was so extremely tired today.. but i cant sleep now because i have a bit of unhappy thing i haven solve it.. just now i send msg to hy.. she also don wan to reply me.. WHY??? why she wanted be like that.. am i very annoying?? i just wanna chat v her just like a friend.. why she cant be friendly v me?? do u know my feeling right now?? is it real when u hate someone u wont fren v that person?? i hope thats not true.. i hope we still frens.. i admit im still loving u but i wont disturb u anymore...wish that u can forgive me.....

busying

This few day im busying to do my presentation for the public speaking class... tmr is the day that i need to present.. is so super nervous.. haha.. i don wan to embarrass in front of the classmate.. today im going to kota damansara to having a discussion v my teammate.. one of my teammate is a malay boy.. he is so irresponsible.. he don wan to go there and give us a lots of excuses.. so, i argue v him.. finally he went there.. all of us are hating him because he is late for 2 hour.. haiz.. this kind of ppl is so selfish.. i hope next time i wont be group v him.. make us so angry.. hope that the presentation will sucessful tmr.. i saw some comment about hy on fb.. i saw someone call her to take medicine.. don know the reason why o.. seem like she's sick.. wish her will recover faster o.. i quite worry about her lo and i so miss her right now.. and i saw his status.. she know a new guy i think so.. since like she fall in love v a guy o.. i don know is true or not but im still will unhappy.. just cant control myself to be happy.. haiz.. if she like someone hope she will happy with it^^ now the only thing i can do is wish her.. wish her have a new life and a happy life..

Korean friends ^^

Today i having a discussion v some friends at the opposite of the segi sollege in one of the cafe.. the discussion is about the presentation of this friday.. This friday need to present something so we having a discussion at outside but we just discuss a bit only because one of our teammate is absent.. so we just doing a bit of research.. thursday we still need to go out to having the discussion again.. after today of discussion i thought we all gonna discuss until very late but we just done it a few hour.. so i still need to wait my mum to fetch me by 7 something.. one of our teammate is a korean.. he invite me to his apartment to having a dinner with his friends.. he got one korean friend and two chinese friends.. haha.. his two chinese friends cook dinner for us.. haha.. qoq.. im shock when i eat.. they all know how to cook and its very delicious.. hehe..i hope can always go to his apartment o.. i knew two korean friends.. they are quite friendly ^^

boring!!

yesterday i follow my cousin back from the college so, i staying my cousin house lo.. so fun.. we playing majung there.. haha.. finally i know how to play already.. hehe.. the reason why i staying my cousin house is because the next day i had to go to school and the time is in the morning so, i follow my cousin sister's car go to college in the morning about 7 something.. but my class is start at 9 a.m.. just quite boring at the college, nothing to do there im just sitting on the sofa and rest.. today the subject i attended is ' public speaking'.. this subject is so difficult for me.. keep communicate and give speeches in front all of the students and lecturer. the lecturer gave us a homework to do.. and the homework is a presentation.. i need to presentation on next week.. so i will be busy to finding some content point for the presentation.. i hope i can score in this presentation.. i had group v 3 person who study together in this subject.. one of them is a korean ppl.. wow.. he spoke english very well.. haha.. know different kind of new friends is quite happy.. haha^^

rest day

Today no any courses at college.. so i can rest the whole day.. today i sleep so many hour at home.. haha.. very long din sleep as long as today.. but today my luck is so down.. two phone spoiled.. i cannot use phone already.. no phone to use tmr at college don know how ar.. haiz.. so unlucky.. phone suddenly spoiled.. take to reply already my phone.. haha.. today i surpose to be learning car one but the person who in charge the car thing put me in the afternoon.. haiz.. so i cancel it already.. at college i didn'y know any new friends.. i hope i can know others frens at college.. hehe.. i wish i could happy at college.. thats wat i wan!!!

embarrassing day

Today is my second day at college.. yesterday night i called hy.. and she answer my call i quite shock lo.. some bad news and unhappy moment i hag been gone through.. yesterday she said i was like 'ah kuang' a person who love hy last time.. he is very annoying.. everytime disturb hy de.. and now she said im just like him.. i was so super hyper sad when i heard she said like that.. haiz.. we just argue with each other.. lastly we also quarrel again.. haiz.. i don wan to be like that de maybe is all my fault.. because im make her like everybody saying her bad things.. haiz.. i don wan to hear anyone said her again because it will causes me and her hard to be good again.. i wish she wont hate me anymore.. i hope she can forgive me and be frens v me.. thats all.. lets talk about the college life that i had experiense today.. today having a english course and a design course.. i was so embarrassing when i enter my english class, i later to enter the class alomost one and a half hour.. it's just my second day of school at college.. lucky the lecturer didn't scold me or blame me.. haha.. i was so scare when i knew im late for the course.. and some more i enter wrong classroom.. haiz.. next time i will be read the time table carefully and properly.. haha.. later the design class was nice.. i LOVE design and art.. hehe.. today i was design something that no much special to me.. just design our name which the lecture wan us to do.. i think today i dare enough to introduce myself to the classmate.. hehe.. thats all about today..

CAN'T sleep

now already midnight.. i wake up from the bed is about 1 o'clock and now already 4 something.. i cant sleep today.. i keep thinking about that we having a sweet memories..but for her is bad memories.. i also don know why she will think like that o.. maybe i cry before?? haiz.. don know about that.. NOW i just wan a happy life.. one more day to go i will be at college life jor hope i will be more mature and man and happy there... and i really really wish hy still will be contact me o.. i don wan to lose this pretty, cute and kind friend.. actually im acting infronts of all my friends.. i said i will giving up hy as soon as possible BUT i can't.. i just don wan they keep worry about me.. i wanna show them that im happy now.. just act lo.. hope hy also don know im acting that i still loving her.. its time for bed.. good night o.. hy: sweet dream ya and wish u hapi always ya^^

saturday!!

Today keep online at home nothing to do.. just very boring.. i want to find her but i cant.. i scare i will disappointed again... everytime i msg her i will be prepare to accept the sad feeling.. because i msg her she don wan to reply me lo it will causes me unhappy.. haiz.. so, i decide to control myself to stop finding her.. hope she will find me one day.. of cause i still missing her so much.. i hope she can don always say im disturbing her T.T is very sad when i heard she said im keep 'FAN' her.. haiz.. actually i admit i had fan her but i just wanted to treat her good.. i have many question wan to ask her but she will said me fan too.. is useless if i ask her, i also wont get any good things if i ask her.. i just concern about her.. haiz.. she always keep saying none of ur business.. so hurt.. i just want to know but she said like that to me =( hope she work with a nice mood.. i scare she have a lot of stress when she's working.. GOD must bless her o..

time passing so fast

Already been a day that i didn't find her.. i'm missing her so much but i cant find her T.T haiz.. 88 that day i was so surprised.. because wan yee , emily and christine gave me surprise.. they said they cant attend to the farewell dinner, its was made me so disappointed.. around 6 something, teoh and I went to jusco find them because they were working at there.. when we saw them they are having dinner time.. i was so unhappy i thought i can force them to go but no choice they all working.. so, teoh v me just walk back to 88 from jusco lo.. when we reach 88 we saw edith reached jor.. she help us book a big table.. haha.. around 8 o'clock, quite a couple of ppl reached jor so that we just start eating lo.. Suddenly i saw christine them coming... i was so shock and weird.. haha.. they all plan to give me a surprise lo.. haha.. i was so touch that time.. they all take off with their boss to came there because of me wor.. haha.. they;re so friendly ^^ unfortunately, i wish the best person to come but she even don wan reply me and didn't come as well.. haiz.. i was waiting her outside so long and my tears are flowing out.. they all saw that and scolding me why so stupid.. haiz.. i thought she will give me a surprise too but she didn't.. its okay lo, she wanted be like that i have no choice.. haiz.. just hope the time keep passing until we be GOOD.. i really hope that she can happy..

eat dinner v fren at 88

Today i invited a lots of friends go to restaurant 88 buffet to having a dinner.. many of them were working in the afternoon so, i changed the time to night lo.. haha.. but still have many ppl cant go.. haiz.. and hy also cannot go too because she working.. haiz.. so sad la.. she have no transport lo.. haiz.. i just knew that hy start working on monday.. she didn't tell me as well.. she's working at one of the shop in klang perade.. work as a promoter lo.. keep selling the clothes to customer only lo.. this shop is so much sucks.. is so unfair for hy.. haiz.. given her half hour break ONLY and the commission are super low.. she sure will be very tired lo keep standing there.. haiz.. hope she will work hard and happily lo without ME annoying her.. im going to college soon thats why today i will be going to kp to meet her up.. hope she wont angry me when she seen me.. i wish she can give me a surprise that she will go to 88 after she finish her work..

register to study at Segi College

Today i had decide with my parents to choosing which college did i have to enter.. finally i have decided to chosen segi college if not my parents want me to go kampar UTAR at perak states lo.. wow its too far for me so i refuse it.. haha.. next week i need to start study at there jor.. soo fast leh.. 10 jan is the orientation day and the next day is real actual study day jor.. i haven relax finish de lo.. i very bu she de my frens leh exspeacially hy lo.. haiz.. i will be less contact v her jor if i go college.. i very miss school life because today is the 1st day they started schooling.. i hope i go to college jor will be change more better than now.. i wish i could change a person which hy like it so much.. thats all i can do now.. i had already two day didn't contact her.. so miss her right now =(

home sweet home =]

Finally back home from taiping, ipoh, lumut and pulau pangkor.. these place quite fun.. i relaxing there a couple of day jor.. everyday swimming and eat only.. haha.. now i fat jor lo.. haha... i thought this holiday will bring me a lots of fun and happily moment but sometimes it doesn't.. because i having this holiday is wanna relax myself and stop thinking unhappy memories but i failed to do it.. sometimes i suddenly think about her again... haiz.. don know why my mind just like that.. she didn't wan to reply me again.. when new year eve i had celebrated with my family together.. about sharp of 12o clock by new year 2011, i sent msg for all my friend including her.. i send her many times but she don wan to reply me.. haiz.. she wish her frens also don wan to wish me a new year.. why she wanted to do like that.. am i so annoying?? haiz... i decide to let her think properly ba.. i hope she can be good v me ^^ today i heard my primary fren some sad news o.. she break up v her bf.. quite sad to heard that.. so pity her lo.. hope she will be happy too =)