a bit unhappy moment

Today my presentation was the last group to present it.. next time im not going to be the last who present anymore because is so nervous when u seeing the others ppl were presenting.. im presenting is so softly.. i should said it loudly.. i scare the lecturer will minus my marks.. not a good presentation but i already try my best on it.. after school, i go back to my grandma house.. i din eat my lunch and i straight away lying on the bed.. i sleep about 4 hour in the afternoon.. because i was so extremely tired today.. but i cant sleep now because i have a bit of unhappy thing i haven solve it.. just now i send msg to hy.. she also don wan to reply me.. WHY??? why she wanted be like that.. am i very annoying?? i just wanna chat v her just like a friend.. why she cant be friendly v me?? do u know my feeling right now?? is it real when u hate someone u wont fren v that person?? i hope thats not true.. i hope we still frens.. i admit im still loving u but i wont disturb u anymore...wish that u can forgive me.....