CAN'T sleep

now already midnight.. i wake up from the bed is about 1 o'clock and now already 4 something.. i cant sleep today.. i keep thinking about that we having a sweet memories..but for her is bad memories.. i also don know why she will think like that o.. maybe i cry before?? haiz.. don know about that.. NOW i just wan a happy life.. one more day to go i will be at college life jor hope i will be more mature and man and happy there... and i really really wish hy still will be contact me o.. i don wan to lose this pretty, cute and kind friend.. actually im acting infronts of all my friends.. i said i will giving up hy as soon as possible BUT i can't.. i just don wan they keep worry about me.. i wanna show them that im happy now.. just act lo.. hope hy also don know im acting that i still loving her.. its time for bed.. good night o.. hy: sweet dream ya and wish u hapi always ya^^