time passing so fast

Already been a day that i didn't find her.. i'm missing her so much but i cant find her T.T haiz.. 88 that day i was so surprised.. because wan yee , emily and christine gave me surprise.. they said they cant attend to the farewell dinner, its was made me so disappointed.. around 6 something, teoh and I went to jusco find them because they were working at there.. when we saw them they are having dinner time.. i was so unhappy i thought i can force them to go but no choice they all working.. so, teoh v me just walk back to 88 from jusco lo.. when we reach 88 we saw edith reached jor.. she help us book a big table.. haha.. around 8 o'clock, quite a couple of ppl reached jor so that we just start eating lo.. Suddenly i saw christine them coming... i was so shock and weird.. haha.. they all plan to give me a surprise lo.. haha.. i was so touch that time.. they all take off with their boss to came there because of me wor.. haha.. they;re so friendly ^^ unfortunately, i wish the best person to come but she even don wan reply me and didn't come as well.. haiz.. i was waiting her outside so long and my tears are flowing out.. they all saw that and scolding me why so stupid.. haiz.. i thought she will give me a surprise too but she didn't.. its okay lo, she wanted be like that i have no choice.. haiz.. just hope the time keep passing until we be GOOD.. i really hope that she can happy..