wish i can find one soon =P

last week my friend's birthday, she invited 'her' as well and i saw her brought someone together known as her bf which is also my fren! they're so sweet, quite happy to know that they don't have any problems:) So, i think i should find one xD hahahaha.. lots of friend found their loves one, why im still single? so i decide to find one as well, so that i'm not alone anymore!!!! hahaha

Movie with friends!

that movie really made me flashed back all my happy memories regrading her! T.T really miss those memories lo... when i watched that movie, seems like just happened but unfortunately, already one year!! that movie mostly  related with me and her.. btw, i HATE watching love or romantic movie, because it makes me feel sad.. hope tmr everything will be normal and fine!!!!! =)

already passed one year

Is today!!!!! last year on 7/11 we broke up =( hate this date so much! sometimes miss her badly but sometimes damn hate her! haiz~ already one year, we are still friend or enemy? this whole year my life is SUCKS!!! i can't believe i endure for so long =( those desperate's life is OVER! I'm keep telling myself, it's over and search for happy life.. i wish i can do it..

i found my graduation video ^^

I'm sad =(

because of the stupid exam and assignment!!!!!!!!!! i'm having positive thinking all the way, but the results ruined my mood again! i really dont know what i gonna do now =( i need someone to comfort me but i feel like not going to tell anyone about my situation now.. really so freaking unhappy! i scare i get bad result but i already tried my best! what for? what i got at last? DISAPPOINTMENT! sometimes i think of is it i made a wrong decision of taking this course? is much more harder than foundation~ i'm so suffer to study is because i'm not enough hardworking or i'm not enough qualify to study ADP? haiz~ i can't give up for my study already if not is a waste =( i HATE my college life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Run For Peace

RUN FOR PEACE! wahaha~ so proud of myself i can finished 8 km distance within 1hour+
This photo i looks fat =( anyway, i enjoy the run soo much =)

things that i did today

today i did 3 things..

that is.......

i miss u, i miss u, i miss u =P 

muahahahaha

quarrel with parents =(

just now early in the morning suddenly my mum woke me up and say wanna go kl! i told her i already have a date with friend but she still want me to follow them to kepong! haiz~ since last week i told them this sunday im going with friend, my father also not allow me to go out and they said i told them last minute! that time i was OMFG!!! i told them last week already and they forgotten already, why they still wanna blame me? haiz~ i already promised someone, but i broke the promised and i feel so disappointed =( i very less broke promised one but im force to broke that! on the way to kl, im keep silent till now, i don want to talk v my parents! im 18 already, why im still need to ask for permission? haiz! i'm not a kid lah! fined!! hope next week i really can go out ~~~ :)

boring when no any classes

one week study two days is so boring! 5 days off with doing nothing everyday! still don have the feeling to do my assignment o =( haiz~ got two assignment this week but im still haven't touch it.. feel that my life is full of boringness!! don know why after form5, my life seems like not as happy as last time.. not happy about my results, relationship, satisfaction and finance problem..! just hope i can happy forever but it won't happen on me.. just can only hope xD recently, i contact someone who always try to comfort me to be happy xD she's quite good and pretty =) she was making me happy while i'm moody.. really thanks to her and appreciated :)

my feeling suddenly become weird !

I can't describe my feeling clearly, but i think this feeling is getting worst~ it is something bad for me! don't know why this feeling suddenly appeared in my thoughts/heart! is it will be anything bad will happen on me? feel like this week bad thing will come to me oh! quite scare actually! normally this called six sense for the women, so how about for men? LOL! prediction is not 100% true =) hope can stop those negative thoughts! tmr start study again le o, i will try to study hard on this semester! keep forcing myself to do some revision after what the lecturer taught! this time i wanna try my best to get good result, i wanna get all B; that's mean all 80 and a above =) i LOVE to study when i'm happy or in a very good mood!!! don know why this will happened to me since form1~!! haiz~ why i can't change this kind of attitude? curious about it and try to fix it by myself or someone willing to help me =P haiz~ anyway, good luck Jeff! best luck to everyone too ^^

bought souvenir for my TOUDAI =)

this is it! xD J for Jean Jin ^^

hope she like it =) 

Youth Night!!

That's the former prom king and queen! haha~

it's quite boring actually because of very less friends going!

btw, i like those performances =)

hope next year will be more awesome ^^

i think i wanna stop stalking "her"

I'm stalking her when i log in my fb account! i think every time i log in, i will went to her page to stalk her! im was viewing all her comment, status and photos! almost everything i knew what she's doing on fb~ i feel like i very stupid! keep asking myself why im still wanna view her profile? any benefits? haiz~ just became my habit since last year! forget her is the hardest thing that i never done! harder than everything else! sometimes i feel like moody when she was chatting with her friends which is all BOYS very closely! jealous is absolutely, but she rather to jokes with others, definitely NOT me =( quite sad sometimes! actually cannot blame her because is not her fault! im still loving her, it's TRUTH! but is a MUST for me to let it go! trying my best recently to stop thinking of her~ i think the time pass will shows everything!!!!!!!

one more day after is my birthday

Normally my friends celebrate birthday with me on 11th July in the past two years, that's mean when i'm form4 and form5. this is because one of my friend who called jian vei also birthday on 11th, that is 2 day before my birthday. im still remembered about last year, we went to times square SHOPPING! haha.. Actually we are not only went there for celebrate and we get there to buy some formal shirts for our prom night. that day hy is there too. im quite happy because we are still bla bla bla la! hahaha.. last year of my birthday, im surprise with hy's wishes.. before  few hour of my birthday, she said she want to sleep because of too tired and i feel quite disappointed which she cant wish me by 12 am sharp. Surprisingly, she set her alarm by 12am to wake her up and she called me inside the toilet because her sister was sleeping in the room. when i saw my phone ringing and i get shock and surprise.. she sang  me a birthday song and gave me a memorable wishes! that moment i was like OMG! hahaha.. all these are memories =) but i'm wondering this year what would happened on my birthday?? isn't her still remember my birthday? this year i don expect more, i just want a wish from her by 12 am~ hope she's still remember! xDDDD

Hien's birthday

Attended hien's birthday makes me no regret at all! I'm quite happy just now BECAUSE she treated me different just now.. one more thing was i sat beside her when we took photos.. OMG.. even though took pictures with a group of friends, i cant believe she will sat beside me.. xD im so satisfied and happy!!! wakaka.. besides that, i will having my driving test next monday, hopefully she will wish me good luck xD and i definitely WONT failed again this time! GOD bless me pls~~~~ =)

phone spoiled

My phone suddenly spoiled! the screen doesn't work and it's blank in colour! totally no lights! when i know my phone is spoiled my mood totally became super down! i was OMG! haiz~ i cant contact ppl without a phone! how i gonna do now? i'm so sad and regret! because i don have money to buy a new one! regret of spending so much money bought those useless things! haiz~ what can i do now? work? impossible! i need to manage some time to study! exam is coming so stress is coming too! haiz! from now onwards, i MUST keep money to buy something useful and control of spending money! that's all i need to do! one more thing! STOP THINKING OF HER! haha

2nd semester damn boring!

I can't believe i failed my public speaking! i got a F for that subject~ OMG!! my result sucks.. it's really pissed me off and i feel so disappointed! i'm quite down when i took my result! i got 1A, 1B, 1C and 1F!! haiz~ furthermore, i have no courage to tell my parents about my result too! super scare parents will scold me! need to pay rm1200 to retake that subject again.. haiz.. waste money and time! anyway, i will try my best next time!! My 2nd semester started few days ago, this sem is quite boring because everyday study for 3 hours ONLY! and the subject is quite boring too! I really need to serious on studies from now onwards! i can't endure of my result anymore i must study hard and try my best to archive good results!! Besides education, still got one thing keep distracting me inside my brain!! That is HY!!! haiz~ sometimes i still will think of our memories again and again! i also don know why im still thinking about her! is it nothing can cure me? im scare! hope all those things about us can forget but i failed to do it AGAIN!! haiz~ what a stubborn person I am! sometimes, i keep looking at my phone and wish she will text me one day but everytime i feel frustrated! she wont msg me anymore perhaps? since last year i promised my friends i will put her down and now im still loving her! omg! what the hell i'm thinking of these passed! HAIZ!!

LAST DAY working at NIKE

FINALLY i worked for few days at centro!! Time passed so super fast and it's already end of may!! seriously, i really very enjoy of working because i can talk or joke v some customer, at least i can gained some experience of working as a promoter xD i rather working also don wan to stay at home everyday doing nothing!! Finally no more standing for 12 hours and suffer anymore~ wakaka!! some bad news is coming!! because tmr i start 2nd semester liao!! omg!! i scare my 1st semester result very worse!! no courage to go to college already!! so sad~~ =(  hope i can get a shock tmr for getting ' GOOD ' result!!!!! xDD

2nd day of working

Working is extremely TIRED and SUFFER!! Today i worked from 9.45 am to 10.30 pm, it's almost 13 hours!! i'm keep busy without sitting for 11 HOURS and my leg super pain now!! I wont work any warehouse sales next time and i very regret for working this NIKE warehouse sales because salary very low and very tired!! worked for one hour just get rm 4.50~ many friends said was quite low and it's didn't count within timing of lunch and dinner!! that's mean my one day salary is about RM 45 with 12 hour of non-stop working!! OMG!! it's really very low~ i called a lot of friends come to visit me working and buy some nike's shoe or shirt because is quite CHEAP!! today kheng ann came oni~~ so shock xDD haha.. hope hy coming too~ ^.^

1st day of work

today start work at 2pm noon.. i work as a nike promoter in a warehouse sales xD extremely tired and i work until 12am today =( because of haven prepare finish the stuff for tmr sales!! haiz.. it's quite cheap because NIKE got up to 70% off!! omg!! so freaking cheap man xDD i wanna buy one bag which i spotted today~ i never treat myself so good before.. always treat my love one the best and now is my turn to treat myself back the best xD hehe.. tmr i gonna be the 1st customer to but things at there.. and the bag somemore is the last one!! hehe.. the bag cost RM140 and it's 50%!! around RM70 to buy it xD is so freaking cheap~~ haha.. hope i can enjoy working start on tmr ^^

Failed my driving test =(

I failed my driving test!!!!!!!!! i have been very long time didn't learn driving, almost about 2 month didn't DRIVE kancil!! I cant believe i failed my test AGAIN!!! this is my second times FAILED my driving test =( super frustrated when i came out from the car!! I can't believe i failed twice and i definitely will give all my friend LAUGH at me!! haiz.. what a unlucky day~~ before the driving test, i sent msg to hy for getting support from her but i feel DISAPPOINTED again because she didn't reply me!! feel so sad and moody!!!

it's 20th may, ‎520 ♥

Actually 520 is just a normal day but many ppl still wishing each other as well.. It's nothing special for me because i don't have a girlfriend to tell about 520 =( single available~ last year of 520, hy and me still very good and both of us were quite sweet xD but today i think of myself WHY i will be so lonely this year? haiz.. seriously, i wish i have the courage to text her with ' i love you ' to her!! but i no dare to send her a msg with i love u because i'm scare she will angry me or what else she will do to me? haha.. hope one day i really have the courage to tell her i'm still LOVING her!! just wondering next year what we'll doing on this date xDD haha.....♥

SOMETIMES

SOMETIMES, i really feel so tired because of you...
SOMETIMES, i really wan to give up but i know i CANT!!...
SOMETIMES, i really miss your smile but i cant see it everyday..
SOMETIMES, i really want to go back to the past but it's already over!!..
SOMETIMES, i passed by the place that we have lots of memories but it's just a MEMORIES!!
SOMETIMES, i really very miss the time we spend together but no more chance perhaps..
SOMETIMES, i really want to call you but i'm scare u wouldn't wan to answer my call..
SOMETIMES, i have no courage to msg you because i'm scare to face the disappointment!..
SOMETIMES, i really HATE you but i know i cant and i still LOVING you..
SOMETIMES, i really damn, super, hyper, extremely MISS you but i can't tell u my feeling..
I ♥ YOU

hang out with friends again ~

Early in the morning my friend wei kun fetch me to hui hui house bake cake!!
sound's weird but she wan to learn how to bake for her mother xD
Around 8.30am, wei kun and me went to hui ying's house and fetch her to play badminton v us~
we played badminton until 12 o clock and wei kun go my house for a bath,
After everyone bath finished and we went to bukit tinggi jusco watch MOVIE!!! xDD
actually that movie i watched before but they wan to watch that movie im just didnt tell them!
DINNER time we eat together at setia alam! is quite nice and cheap =]
After everyone went back, i feel like so unhappy!! haha.. don know why!!
NOW, I MISS HER SO MUCH!! ♥

go pyramid with primary friends =D

Today early in the morning, i walked to the train station alone from my grandma's house because my parents went to outstation already and i force to stay at my grandmother's house couples of day.. so, i take this chance to hang out v my friends xD about 8 something i reached train station to meet my friend and we went to pyramid~ the purpose to pyramid actually is to go SKATING!!! BUT someone of them were complaining about that and give me a lot of excuses!! that time im quite disappointed and angry because we already discussed to skate but they broke the promised! and one more thing, my fren Teoh, he also joining me but he arrived there by 9am and he skate alone for waiting me to accompany him.. at last, i didnt go to skate and Teoh also angry me!! haiz!! conclusion, they decided to go sing k and watch movie~ we watch fast and furious 5!!! this movie is awesome man!! so nice to watch!! i think sunday will going to watch again v crazy friends! After my primary gathering, one of my friend call me go yam cha o~~ thn i no need to consider and said ON!! hahaha.. we went to one of the kopitiam at setia alam.. quite enjoy when all of us were chatting =] As a result, i so enjoy my day and so FUN!!!!

DEAD blog

so many months didnt update my blog jor!! it's dead! hahaha xD recently busying about college exam lo! im quite happy with my life now because i really very less think about her (HY) ~ i think is a good news for me but i knew i not really putting down her.. haha.. sometimes i will still thinking about her and our memories as well xD sometimes i wish i can ask her ' how are u recently? ' ' is it everything fined?' ' did u got any boyfriend?' so many question i still need to ask her but im scare!! im scare she will say me too fan!! haiz~ can we still best friend like last time we meet? we cant predict anything in the future~ really HOPE she can accept me as a best friend of her ^^ having relationship v her is the most happy moment i had xD remember all those sweet memories always =D

movie day =)

Today i watch a movie with my crazy friends at bukit raja jusco.. quite fun watching movie v them... hahaha.. today i wore pink colour shirt that fish and hy also wore it too.. haha.. we enjoy our show today and we also ate baskin robin ice-cream v them ^^ so sweet o~ erm.. today is my another memorable day that hang out together v them o.. sue cannot compare v at genting tat time lo.. hahaha.. now is quite late jor.. gonna sleep already.. just end up here.. i miss you ♥ (n.n) zZ

cant sleep

Now already midnight 4.15 a.m... i cant feel asleep at all.. im totally very energetic.. hahaha.. just now when i on my facebook i saw some status from hy o.. i saw her relationship status, its wrote the its complicated changed to single.. tat moment i saw that i was shock.. just be shock and think why she suddenly put that? is it any problem she and him? i thought they're quite happy together o.. why need to make until so complicated o? actually im got a bit unhappy o.. because she has a happiness life and now suddenly disappear o.. quite sad to saw that.. we have been quite a long time didnt sms with each other o.. im giving up her right now.. i cant find her yet because i need to control myself.. sometimes, i cant control and i keep missing her just like last time.. don know why im still so stubborn.. seriously, giving up her is super difficult and damn suffer T.T im trying my best recently.. just hope she still treating me as a friend o.. hehe

Genting trip with friends =)

I we spend to love this photo so much.. this photo we took on the last day of genting.. i miss the moment that we took photo.. we all so sampat keep taking weird photos.. haha.. we drank starbucks together during valentine's day, we gamble together when midnight and we shock together when the police came to us.. haha.. i miss the time that spend together.. i really very appreciate it o ^^

super tired

I didn't update my blog since last week.. it was so long time i forget to write it.. it is because im staying at my cousin house for a week.. my cousin keep fetching to college and back too.. haha.. he's so kind.. this few day my cousins and i went shoping at one utama, midvally, the curve and sunway pryramid.. they all spend a lots of money to bought coming chinese new year's clothes.. and i bought 3 shirts too.. my cousin buy for me de.. hehe.. i was so tired right now because is already 3.30 am in the midnight.. haha.. okay la.. wanna sleep adi.. so updated next time ^^

a bit unhappy moment

Today my presentation was the last group to present it.. next time im not going to be the last who present anymore because is so nervous when u seeing the others ppl were presenting.. im presenting is so softly.. i should said it loudly.. i scare the lecturer will minus my marks.. not a good presentation but i already try my best on it.. after school, i go back to my grandma house.. i din eat my lunch and i straight away lying on the bed.. i sleep about 4 hour in the afternoon.. because i was so extremely tired today.. but i cant sleep now because i have a bit of unhappy thing i haven solve it.. just now i send msg to hy.. she also don wan to reply me.. WHY??? why she wanted be like that.. am i very annoying?? i just wanna chat v her just like a friend.. why she cant be friendly v me?? do u know my feeling right now?? is it real when u hate someone u wont fren v that person?? i hope thats not true.. i hope we still frens.. i admit im still loving u but i wont disturb u anymore...wish that u can forgive me.....

busying

This few day im busying to do my presentation for the public speaking class... tmr is the day that i need to present.. is so super nervous.. haha.. i don wan to embarrass in front of the classmate.. today im going to kota damansara to having a discussion v my teammate.. one of my teammate is a malay boy.. he is so irresponsible.. he don wan to go there and give us a lots of excuses.. so, i argue v him.. finally he went there.. all of us are hating him because he is late for 2 hour.. haiz.. this kind of ppl is so selfish.. i hope next time i wont be group v him.. make us so angry.. hope that the presentation will sucessful tmr.. i saw some comment about hy on fb.. i saw someone call her to take medicine.. don know the reason why o.. seem like she's sick.. wish her will recover faster o.. i quite worry about her lo and i so miss her right now.. and i saw his status.. she know a new guy i think so.. since like she fall in love v a guy o.. i don know is true or not but im still will unhappy.. just cant control myself to be happy.. haiz.. if she like someone hope she will happy with it^^ now the only thing i can do is wish her.. wish her have a new life and a happy life..

Korean friends ^^

Today i having a discussion v some friends at the opposite of the segi sollege in one of the cafe.. the discussion is about the presentation of this friday.. This friday need to present something so we having a discussion at outside but we just discuss a bit only because one of our teammate is absent.. so we just doing a bit of research.. thursday we still need to go out to having the discussion again.. after today of discussion i thought we all gonna discuss until very late but we just done it a few hour.. so i still need to wait my mum to fetch me by 7 something.. one of our teammate is a korean.. he invite me to his apartment to having a dinner with his friends.. he got one korean friend and two chinese friends.. haha.. his two chinese friends cook dinner for us.. haha.. qoq.. im shock when i eat.. they all know how to cook and its very delicious.. hehe..i hope can always go to his apartment o.. i knew two korean friends.. they are quite friendly ^^

boring!!

yesterday i follow my cousin back from the college so, i staying my cousin house lo.. so fun.. we playing majung there.. haha.. finally i know how to play already.. hehe.. the reason why i staying my cousin house is because the next day i had to go to school and the time is in the morning so, i follow my cousin sister's car go to college in the morning about 7 something.. but my class is start at 9 a.m.. just quite boring at the college, nothing to do there im just sitting on the sofa and rest.. today the subject i attended is ' public speaking'.. this subject is so difficult for me.. keep communicate and give speeches in front all of the students and lecturer. the lecturer gave us a homework to do.. and the homework is a presentation.. i need to presentation on next week.. so i will be busy to finding some content point for the presentation.. i hope i can score in this presentation.. i had group v 3 person who study together in this subject.. one of them is a korean ppl.. wow.. he spoke english very well.. haha.. know different kind of new friends is quite happy.. haha^^

rest day

Today no any courses at college.. so i can rest the whole day.. today i sleep so many hour at home.. haha.. very long din sleep as long as today.. but today my luck is so down.. two phone spoiled.. i cannot use phone already.. no phone to use tmr at college don know how ar.. haiz.. so unlucky.. phone suddenly spoiled.. take to reply already my phone.. haha.. today i surpose to be learning car one but the person who in charge the car thing put me in the afternoon.. haiz.. so i cancel it already.. at college i didn'y know any new friends.. i hope i can know others frens at college.. hehe.. i wish i could happy at college.. thats wat i wan!!!

embarrassing day

Today is my second day at college.. yesterday night i called hy.. and she answer my call i quite shock lo.. some bad news and unhappy moment i hag been gone through.. yesterday she said i was like 'ah kuang' a person who love hy last time.. he is very annoying.. everytime disturb hy de.. and now she said im just like him.. i was so super hyper sad when i heard she said like that.. haiz.. we just argue with each other.. lastly we also quarrel again.. haiz.. i don wan to be like that de maybe is all my fault.. because im make her like everybody saying her bad things.. haiz.. i don wan to hear anyone said her again because it will causes me and her hard to be good again.. i wish she wont hate me anymore.. i hope she can forgive me and be frens v me.. thats all.. lets talk about the college life that i had experiense today.. today having a english course and a design course.. i was so embarrassing when i enter my english class, i later to enter the class alomost one and a half hour.. it's just my second day of school at college.. lucky the lecturer didn't scold me or blame me.. haha.. i was so scare when i knew im late for the course.. and some more i enter wrong classroom.. haiz.. next time i will be read the time table carefully and properly.. haha.. later the design class was nice.. i LOVE design and art.. hehe.. today i was design something that no much special to me.. just design our name which the lecture wan us to do.. i think today i dare enough to introduce myself to the classmate.. hehe.. thats all about today..

CAN'T sleep

now already midnight.. i wake up from the bed is about 1 o'clock and now already 4 something.. i cant sleep today.. i keep thinking about that we having a sweet memories..but for her is bad memories.. i also don know why she will think like that o.. maybe i cry before?? haiz.. don know about that.. NOW i just wan a happy life.. one more day to go i will be at college life jor hope i will be more mature and man and happy there... and i really really wish hy still will be contact me o.. i don wan to lose this pretty, cute and kind friend.. actually im acting infronts of all my friends.. i said i will giving up hy as soon as possible BUT i can't.. i just don wan they keep worry about me.. i wanna show them that im happy now.. just act lo.. hope hy also don know im acting that i still loving her.. its time for bed.. good night o.. hy: sweet dream ya and wish u hapi always ya^^

saturday!!

Today keep online at home nothing to do.. just very boring.. i want to find her but i cant.. i scare i will disappointed again... everytime i msg her i will be prepare to accept the sad feeling.. because i msg her she don wan to reply me lo it will causes me unhappy.. haiz.. so, i decide to control myself to stop finding her.. hope she will find me one day.. of cause i still missing her so much.. i hope she can don always say im disturbing her T.T is very sad when i heard she said im keep 'FAN' her.. haiz.. actually i admit i had fan her but i just wanted to treat her good.. i have many question wan to ask her but she will said me fan too.. is useless if i ask her, i also wont get any good things if i ask her.. i just concern about her.. haiz.. she always keep saying none of ur business.. so hurt.. i just want to know but she said like that to me =( hope she work with a nice mood.. i scare she have a lot of stress when she's working.. GOD must bless her o..

time passing so fast

Already been a day that i didn't find her.. i'm missing her so much but i cant find her T.T haiz.. 88 that day i was so surprised.. because wan yee , emily and christine gave me surprise.. they said they cant attend to the farewell dinner, its was made me so disappointed.. around 6 something, teoh and I went to jusco find them because they were working at there.. when we saw them they are having dinner time.. i was so unhappy i thought i can force them to go but no choice they all working.. so, teoh v me just walk back to 88 from jusco lo.. when we reach 88 we saw edith reached jor.. she help us book a big table.. haha.. around 8 o'clock, quite a couple of ppl reached jor so that we just start eating lo.. Suddenly i saw christine them coming... i was so shock and weird.. haha.. they all plan to give me a surprise lo.. haha.. i was so touch that time.. they all take off with their boss to came there because of me wor.. haha.. they;re so friendly ^^ unfortunately, i wish the best person to come but she even don wan reply me and didn't come as well.. haiz.. i was waiting her outside so long and my tears are flowing out.. they all saw that and scolding me why so stupid.. haiz.. i thought she will give me a surprise too but she didn't.. its okay lo, she wanted be like that i have no choice.. haiz.. just hope the time keep passing until we be GOOD.. i really hope that she can happy..

eat dinner v fren at 88

Today i invited a lots of friends go to restaurant 88 buffet to having a dinner.. many of them were working in the afternoon so, i changed the time to night lo.. haha.. but still have many ppl cant go.. haiz.. and hy also cannot go too because she working.. haiz.. so sad la.. she have no transport lo.. haiz.. i just knew that hy start working on monday.. she didn't tell me as well.. she's working at one of the shop in klang perade.. work as a promoter lo.. keep selling the clothes to customer only lo.. this shop is so much sucks.. is so unfair for hy.. haiz.. given her half hour break ONLY and the commission are super low.. she sure will be very tired lo keep standing there.. haiz.. hope she will work hard and happily lo without ME annoying her.. im going to college soon thats why today i will be going to kp to meet her up.. hope she wont angry me when she seen me.. i wish she can give me a surprise that she will go to 88 after she finish her work..

register to study at Segi College

Today i had decide with my parents to choosing which college did i have to enter.. finally i have decided to chosen segi college if not my parents want me to go kampar UTAR at perak states lo.. wow its too far for me so i refuse it.. haha.. next week i need to start study at there jor.. soo fast leh.. 10 jan is the orientation day and the next day is real actual study day jor.. i haven relax finish de lo.. i very bu she de my frens leh exspeacially hy lo.. haiz.. i will be less contact v her jor if i go college.. i very miss school life because today is the 1st day they started schooling.. i hope i go to college jor will be change more better than now.. i wish i could change a person which hy like it so much.. thats all i can do now.. i had already two day didn't contact her.. so miss her right now =(

home sweet home =]

Finally back home from taiping, ipoh, lumut and pulau pangkor.. these place quite fun.. i relaxing there a couple of day jor.. everyday swimming and eat only.. haha.. now i fat jor lo.. haha... i thought this holiday will bring me a lots of fun and happily moment but sometimes it doesn't.. because i having this holiday is wanna relax myself and stop thinking unhappy memories but i failed to do it.. sometimes i suddenly think about her again... haiz.. don know why my mind just like that.. she didn't wan to reply me again.. when new year eve i had celebrated with my family together.. about sharp of 12o clock by new year 2011, i sent msg for all my friend including her.. i send her many times but she don wan to reply me.. haiz.. she wish her frens also don wan to wish me a new year.. why she wanted to do like that.. am i so annoying?? haiz... i decide to let her think properly ba.. i hope she can be good v me ^^ today i heard my primary fren some sad news o.. she break up v her bf.. quite sad to heard that.. so pity her lo.. hope she will be happy too =)