feeling no good

Today i went to school to do some practice drawing, at least i learn something.. haha.. Teacher said 12pm will be reach school but i the one who late.. hahaha.. i draw a few pieces of paper only because teacher going back by 2.30pm.. the time was too short is no enough time to let us to practice... after practicing, i walk back alone and i try to call her but she didn't answer my call.. just feel a bit disappointed lo.. at night i called her but she got a bit tired and we just talking for a while only.. just now i feel so uncomfortable and don know the reason why.. haiz.. i sense something bad gonna happen on me.. i told this to her and i made her feel scare, so sorry about that.. she said today i had think a lots of memories when we both are sweet last time.. she also asked me why i need to think about last time and i don know how to answer her.. just feel im wrong again.. something i cnt told her but i already did that.. i asked her if her computer network can be access to the internet will she still will treat me like now??? she straight away unhappy.. i feel so regret when i asked her this question.. sorry ying~~~