One month after

Today is 5th december.. I have been unhappy, moody and depressed for one whole month.. Almost every night i can't sleep well because of our relationship problem.. before this month is one of my friend birthday is on the 5th of november.. I still remember that day we went to 88 restaurant to having a dinner party.. that day i was soooooo much regret that I make her so dislike and i have did some attitude problem that she don like.. haiz.. After that day, she didn't find me at all and i msg her she didn't reply.. until the third day she finally reply me at night.. i was so happy when i receive her msg but unfortunately the msg is about..................... haiz... The truth that i can't accepted... When i think back our memories i will be very unhappy because just like everything suddenly disappears..But sometimes it will bring me some sweet smile.. Sweet memory that she's gorgeous, pretty, cute. and special.. last time we both are so sweet.. every moment we spent together i will appreciate it because its bring a lots of fun, happiness, and meaningful life.. after our relationship become more complicated, she keep calling me to forget everything about her.. but i can't because i'm loving her so deep.. examples like i just cannot be pull up like a tree with a lots of roots.. Although she treat me not as good as last time but i will also treat her the best.. i'm believe in miracle so that i hope she will change her mind after spm.. i won't give up anything because i know that if i give up already i have nothing.. if i din give up perhaps still got a little of chance.. I just want her to feel more happy.. Ying~~ must be cheerful always ya ^^