out of mood

Today morning i went to SEGI college with my father to having a course.. that course is talked by one of their lecturer in this college.. wow.. he was awesome when he speaked... actually is was quite boring de.. but no choice i have to hear.. now i still considering that which college or university that i enter... quite difficult to make a decision on this.. just let my parents to decide lo.. haha.. today o she still don wan to reply me... don know why she wan to do like that.. actually im still her friend de but she like not treaten me like a friend leh... i really scare she don wan to fren v me... just hope she will change her mind one day... i want her to reconsider me.. i make a promise to myself that i wan to change!!! i wanna changed a person that u like.. i hope she will realize me that i have change for her.. hope so~~