haiz~~~~

Another day she don wan to choi me.. quite suffer lo.. i cant endure anymore its really make me upsad.. now she treated me like a stranger again.. already so many days and don know why she still like that.. really don know what she thinking.. haiz.. i just scare we two fren also cnt be.. don know why she keep having a negative thinking.. she VERY stubborn.. this is one of her disadvancetage lo.. i want to happy but don know why i cant.. our promise is a lie.. WHY?? T.T.. haiz.. i know her more than i know myself.. i know whats she's thinking.. she want me to give up thats why she wanted to treat me like that.. she purposely like that de i know.. if she want like that i also cant do anything.. haiz.. whatever she like lo.. at least she feel happy can jor ^^ yesterday night i went RC night.. its awesome leh.. BUT im not happy at all because someone absent.. haiz.. i just wan she go but she don wan.. haiz.. i heard a lots of rc members keep shouting.. haha.. they all very enjoy but im not.. i wish i could really happy when kheng ann's birthday.. because she maybe got go to his house.. haha.. although im nothappy but i also just hope she HAPPY, HAPPY AND HAPPY!!!