thinking of u

Today i hang out with chung hwa high school's fren.. they all very friendly lo.. they make me laugh, happy and in a mood... today we went to pyramid lo.. we go red box sing k, shopping at the shopping mall and take some photos.. it was awesome.. hahaha.. but when i was there im still thinking about her.. don know why.. sometimes im just very quiet an there.. they keep asking me why i was so quiet but i just said im tired.. hahaha.. today someone say me very leng zai o.. hahaha.. so song.. but i wish the person who say me leng zai is her.. hahaha.. i think she also wont reply my msg tonight.. i need to start worried about her again.. i feel that she like blaming herself lo.. don know why she want like that.. i hope she wont hate herself because of me.. i don wan her to HATE herself.. i rather she hate me.. i don wan see her unhappy lo.. i will feel very sad when she hate herself.. i hope she will be okay soon.. GOD i pray for u to wish her happy always..