A lonely night

Tonight i can't sleep well again.. this problem is being even worse.. After our relationship becoming complicated, i can't sleep every night its just like a nightmare.. i'm miss her so much now.. i have lots of things want to share v her but it's no chance anymore... Although she brings me so much of emo but at least  i didn't blame her.. I just hope that she can treated me like last time but its difficult.. Perhaps she wont changes her mind because of ME.. i making this blog is to release all my unhappy things and all my stress here i hope it can help me.. sometimes i can being emo in the whole day don know why nobody can comfort me accept her... i know she won't comfort me anymore whenever i sad or something happen... when last time she always encourage me to be happy when i was sad but she said she hate to comfort ppl so much.. when i heard wat she said i was suddenly being upset.. I wish i could sleep well tonight, i wish she will reply my message, i wish i can be cheer up, i wish i could stand the suffer. i wish she will find me when she's boring, i wish i could have a happiness life with her.... END =(